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This Past Week... and Part of Next

  • May. 29th, 2009 at 12:18 PM
dune path, beach path
(The dune path picture is wildly irrelevant which is why I chose it.)


...Past as in mostly Wednesday through today.

I think I covered the earlier part of the week with my most recent three posts or so.

Early in the week--I've forgotten which day now--I was walking down my steps out of the apartment and this time I did something to my left Achilles tendon. Regulars may remember that I did something to the "outside" part of my left knee a couple of months ago. That was one of the two reasons that I ended up in physical therapy for four weeks. The neck and upper back part of the reason for physical therapy improved. The knee didn't.

This ankle thing started as abruptly as the knee thing did and in essentially the same way. I took a step down from the previous step, leading with my left foot. The next thing I knew my left ankle hurt. I don't suppose it makes any difference but I wonder if I could train myself too hold on to the right railing and lead with my right foot. (I'm left-handed so that goes against my natural impulses.)


Wednesday was labyrinth day of course. Before going to 1st and Central Presbyterian Church to give C a break, I had to stop at the Post Office and the bank. These are actually next to each other in Wilmington on Delaware Avenue, so that's very helpful. After leaving the bank, it's just a few blocks walk to the church where the labyrinth is set up every Wednesday. On Wednesday, that was a few blocks I did not want to negotiate--not that I had a choice. For the last few weeks or maybe even over a month now, I've experienced low level pain walking for even a relatively short distance (like up to the bus stop  or back).

By the time I get to the bus, get off & run one or two minor errands in Wilm, and then walk from the location of the last errand to the church, I'm no longer in any shape to walk the labyrinth. Now, I don't walk the labyrinth as soon as I arrive but wait and do it last. In between, I do very little but sit and maybe check on the candles in the labyrinth room. The brief rest doesn't help much.
Not unlike about a year ago or so, when I was having trouble with my back, I find that I'm in just enough pain when I walk that I can't concentrate enough to meditate while walking. Well, I -can- pray that the pain will stop but petitionary prayer isn't the typical way of using a labyrinth walk. I suspect God's answer to that particular prayer amounts to "Stop walking, sweetie, and the pain will go away."

Going on the logic of this anyway, I've been using the finger labyrinths on Wednesday after an attempt at walking the canvas labyrinth first. (I can't focus during that one attempt.) Since I have both a finger labyrinth and a tiny stylus labyrinth at home, it's a little hard to figure out why I go up on Wednesdays. That's a joke, really. I go up to VOLUNTEER my time, as much as to take advantage of walking the labyrinth when I can. Anyway, as long as I'm having physical problems like this, I'm thinking that I would be better off going up just to volunteer on Wednesdays and then leaving early rather attempting to walk.

So that was Wednesday.

Thursday, I went into the rental office and reminded her that my mailbox door was still broken. And then repeatedly and firmly reminding her that yes she had already said THAT last month, and no it's been broken for TWO MONTHs not a few weeks, that for all I know something has been stolen from it--like a reimbursement check from Medicare--and that the Federal Govt does kind of support privacy and security of our mail.

After that, I went up to Wilmington to my internist. The appointment was made at least six weeks ago --long before I finished physical therapy and obviously long-long before I hurt my Achilles tendon. The timing of the appointment was ripe for the latter however; so instead of reporting on how my neck and knee were both better, I reported that the neck was much better but not the knee. And--guess what?-- I had a new injury to report. In exchange, the doctor pointed out that my left ankle and the lower part of my leg were swollen. Funny thing was I hadn't noticed.

Bottom line is that for this kind of injury, the procedure is immobilization not physical therapy. He gave me a prescription slip. After a false start or two on the phone, I now have an appointment to be fitted for a "boot" that will hold my tendon rigid for a few weeks so that it can heal. Thanks to needing to dovetail Paratransit with the specialists' schedules, I couldn't get an appointment for the place the internist recommended for two weeks. Fortunately someone in the internist's office had provided a second location--out near Omega which is near Christiana Hospital. I was able to make an appointment with them for this coming Thursday instead of a week later at the other place.

Now I'm wondering how much this boot thingie costs and what part Medicare and Blue Cross (secondary) will pay out of the total cost. None of us, of course, ever needs additional expenses medical or otherwise; however, I think it's ironic that this sudden expense should turn up while trying to figure out how best to pay for Earthbow editing and also only a day after finding out I didn't get the grant.

Today, I should sit here are try to edit Earthbow, beginning with chapter 7. (I sent The Finishers chapters 4-6 yesterday). I really will try. I'm not looking forward to it since I already know I have a problem that needs fixing in chapter 7. In fact, I asked JR if I could submit this section to WR for our June meeting. Tomorrow, God willing and the creeks don't rise, KB is taking me to the foodstore. (I'm sure I'll have great funny hobbling around.) Sunday is one of our WR "Write-Ins" or "Get Out and Writes" or--for me-- welcome peer pressure to edit chapter 7.  ;-P

Monday is the first Monday of June and therefore will be Contemplative Prayer at Jesus House. Probably about Monday or Tuesday, I'll need to go down to Pathmark Foodstore and get prescriptions. I -must- remember to call them beforehand. The pharmacist has been gettng persnikety about me arriving unexpectedly and asking from something they don't keep in stock. Like Lipitor that nobody is the world takes but me.   ;-P
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[info]xanthorpe wrote:
May. 29th, 2009 07:02 pm (UTC)
***Said as the voice of Sgt. Oddball (Donald Sutherland) in "Kelly's Heroes"***

So many negative waves! You've just got to relax, man. Suck up the positive vibes and float along. Far out!

Seriously, I hope you can overcome this latest physical setback - I'm sure you'll hit a home run on Sunday :-)

I have read SOME of Earthbow and I think it's better than you think...or something like that.

X
[info]tree_lady wrote:
Jun. 3rd, 2009 02:06 am (UTC)
combining 2 responses...
Previously: As for you not reading Earthbow making you depressed -- That makes two of us.
I had several beta readers for Seabird. Now, I have to pay someone (Finishers) to read parts of my Earthbow manuscript. Believe me, when I began writing these books, I never dreamed I would be in this state.

Your reply was: So me not reading Earthbow (much) is making you depressed??!?! I'm on it! X

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I'm sorry but I don't understand the Kelly's Heroe's reference besides that it sounds all 60's.

I am depressed and with very few positive vibes to suck up.

Re Earthbow being better than I think, well, I never thought that it was bad. In places, I think it's better than Seabird. It certainly begins better as far as being a more enticing book to start for a typical fantasy reader.
My problem as I've said before is that I had several beta readers when I was revising Seabird, partially because I was active in both Critters and OWW. I'm not up to doing all of that anymore. Even so, I never thought I would be in a situation where I could get no one to help me by reading Earthbow.
Then put that on top of the fact that Seabird has had such dismall sales right from the beginning. Authors do write at least partially in order to get read. I'm not going to kid you. God pushed me into writing BUT I am also in it for reactions from readers. I don't and never have cared about making money at writing--which is good because only the headliners in the book market actually make a living wage at their writing.
However, I thought that more than a couple dozen people --max-- would be reading Seabird. And I had this wild idea that 2 or 3, maybe even 4 of my Seabird readers would be all eager to find out what comes next. Silly me, I guess.
It's hard to properly revise a book when the only feedback is inside one's own head (no jokes about "voices"), and the occasionl comment from a paid editor -- when I can afford to send out chapters in an installment and pay for more feedback. And that's just one kind of feedback--the technical. Not the kind I had always hoped to get from regular fantasy fan readers, as to what they thought would happen next when they got to the end of chapter so-and-so, and why they think that maybe A isn't a good guy but that maybe B will save the day, based on the last scene, etc.

Okay, enough.
Sorry.
S
[info]xanthorpe wrote:
Jun. 3rd, 2009 02:21 pm (UTC)
Re: combining 2 responses...
Now I'm REALLY depressed :-(

I will have to just suck it up and print out what you've sent me. I don't have as much time to sit in front of the computer but I can spend some time late in the evening reading printed copy. I commit to doing better!

My (as usual) poor attempt at humor would only make sense if you had seen the movie "Kelly's Heroes". 70's movie (maybe late 60's) with Carol O'Connor, Clint Eastwood, Telly Savalas, Donald Sutherland, and a host of other 'stars' in a WWII flick about a unit of misfits fighting a key battle. It doesn't hurt that the bank in the town where the battle takes place has a ton of Gold bars in it.

Back to Earthbow - I have read the early stuff you sent so with a good printout of the latest revs, I should be able to form a coherent opinion and hopefully provide you with some valuable feedback.

My prayer is that you will forgive my sloth and that the reason God has led you to this point will be revealed in short order - but always according to His plan :-)

Thank you for being patient with me.

X
[info]tree_lady wrote:
Jun. 4th, 2009 11:33 am (UTC)
More on this when I get back....
I'm sure we can work out something if the main obstacle is trying to read it all off of the computer screen! My goodness, I'd hate to do that?
I could send you a fresh copy of the latest version in one of several ways, included printed out and bound--which is how I deal with the manuscript most of the time.
Do you have PayPal? You could take the file to Staples, Kinko's or whatever and have them print and bind it. It's loads cheaper than you might think--and I'd be glad to pay for it via PayPal instantly or via check a bit slower. (It's hard for me to get to a post office around here to mail a check.)

Like I said, more on this when I get back from my appts today. (2 of them)
[info]xanthorpe wrote:
Jun. 4th, 2009 07:41 pm (UTC)
Re: More on this when I get back....
M&M's are good for the soul.

I decided to start with the 'missing chapters' document you sent me that is dated March 26, 2009. I've printed that out and it's 81 pages.

If you want to do a full manuscript review - you know, like reading the whole book - I'm OK with that. 2 things in the near future are standing in my way:

1. I am teaching VBS (vacation Bible school) the week of 22 June.
2. I am committed to JulNoWriMo to get 50,000+ words of Night's Edge on paper - er, disc.

I will probably be able to read some during VBS - we have the kids from 6:00 to 8:30 at night. WriMo - as you know - is another animal entirely. I'm not saying I won't be able to make any progress on Earthbow at all that month; just that it will be slow going in July.

Hope your appointments went well and the 'boot' is good.

X
[info]tree_lady wrote:
Jun. 5th, 2009 05:53 pm (UTC)
Re: combining 2 responses...
I -do- forgive you to the extent that you need forgiving and to the extent that I'm the one empowered to do so. In turn, I'm sorry that I've put som much pressure on you and then finally laid you a whole mother-style guilt trip to boot. I'd say that I didn't intend to do it but I know my subconscious mind better than that, and I'm not going to try to wiggle out of one type of sin by committing a different one to cover it up. I know Someone who frowns on that. ;-)


"My prayer is that ... the reason God has led you to this point will be revealed in short order - but always according to His plan :-)

From your lips to God's ears. I am terribly confused about all of this. Seriously, it's enough to make me think I've missed some "messages" or misinterpreted all over the place.

On the other hand, if God pushed me into writing just to push me into it, then that should be enough. I'm the one who came up with the warm of fluffy scenarios about people actually reading what I've written and maybe even wanting to read more of it after finishing up some of it. He never said "..And, lo, you will be a well-read fantasy author."
[info]jillianrainbird wrote:
May. 30th, 2009 06:37 pm (UTC)
I hate it when that happens? I have rolled down a flight of stairs without injury and then another time, as you said, just been walking slowly down the stairs, can't even say I made a misstep and pulled a muscle or sprained something. Arrrgh!
[info]tree_lady wrote:
Jun. 1st, 2009 04:30 am (UTC)
Thanks!
Nice to know I'm not alone with this kind of freak thing happening
[info]jillianrainbird wrote:
May. 31st, 2009 02:05 pm (UTC)
I hope your Achilles tendon makes a full recovery, so that you can walk without pain. I will miss seeing you at the labyrinth. :-(
[info]tree_lady wrote:
Jun. 1st, 2009 04:35 am (UTC)
Labyrinth
You -may- see me. It's going to depend on what state my ankle is in. I can limp from the bus stop to the church.
What I was saying above is that I can't focus on walking the labyrinth with my ankle hurting, so there's no point in trying to walk it. On the other hand, I don't like not volunteering as promised, so I was considering coming up for long enough to give C a break, then leaving.
It will all depend on how my ankle feels come this Wednesday, and next, etc.
The problem is that I have contemplative prayer tomorrow at Jesus House, and that requires walking to & from the bus stops, etc. I may even have to get to Pathmark pharmacy for meds before Wednesday. All that activity will take a toll--assuming I even get through it.
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